"Many long nights It's been many long hard years without you here Laying restlessly awake tossing and turning Wondering if you will ever return home with me Hopes and wishes , dreams and fantasies yearning There's been a noose around my heart tightening I gasp on my breath and choke on empty thoughts Thinking of a future to live without you close by me You have my soul tied into what seems , many knots Stuttering , mumbling , incoherent babble I speak Without your presence I'm insignificant and invisible A queen such as yourself deserves only the finest I only pray that you know I find you irresistible ©Schizology"