"yes almost for an month i was insomniac couldn't sleep and if i get for that for some time like an hour or 2 that waa miserable time of my life , i was depressed , i couldn't understand what is wrong with mei couldn't accept myself couldn't tell anyone what is going may be they won't understand because im myself nit understanding what was going on on that moment that time , day and night i try to sleep night day i was seating in balcony watching at moon trees thinking what is worng what is worth of means my life why i m doing what i m doing whay i become so edgey"