Lost Love
You did everything in your power,
To tell yourself his love is real.
His love for you is gentle,
His love for you is pure,
His love for you will last,
All the while, his love for you
Was the shadow your fear had cast.
Everytime you said I love you,
They were words you thought you mean.
Words from you heart,
Words real in your parellel reality,
Words said looking into his eyes.
Yet, they were an attempt
To convert your hearts truth into lies.
His touch was exciting in the start,
A feeling you never knew.
Drizzled by the glitter of rebellion,
A fire lit for the first time,
A zeal you thought was healthy.
But the fire burned out,
And His touch became a meaningless rut.
You did nothing wrong,
He did nothing to hurt you.
You would laugh and smile with him,
You would enjoy his company,
You would tell yourself it doesn't get better.
Yet, somewhere in your heart you knew,
He was not the one for you.
