paakh thii bilkul naadan thii
ek haawa ka jokha aaya
or meri zindgii tukdon main bikhar gyii
pehlae pyaar ki mohhbat nae todha
iss qauddar ki sambhal na
paayi
or uska faayda kisi or nae uthakar
haazaron daag is
charitar par laga diae
laakhon saawal uth gyaein
kahamosh ho gyii isliae
ki hnn glt raastha par chali gyii
log yeh nhi jaantein mujpar kyaa guzrtii thii
hrr raat ko chupchupkar royii hun
siskiaan dbaakar khud ko sambhala
mujpar kyaa guzrii andazaa lagana mushkil
hain
merae pehlae pyaar nae jism na chuwaa
par dil ko is qudar chuwaa
ki usae kisi or ki baahon main dekhkar khud ko
saambhal na paayi
jiskae liae hrr kisisae ladh gyii
jbh kisi or kae saath dekh paana mushkil hotaa
voh gharwaalon ki baatein jiskae liae humsae ladii
usnae kisi or ko chun liaa
us thqleef sae ubhar nhi paayi
ki kisi nae pyaar kae khaawbh dikhkar
merae jism khilwaad kar daala
or haazaron saawal khadein kar diae
jis par kbbi koii saawal na uthaa uspar haazaron saawal
khadein
kitna bbi saaf karun
par kbhi dhulatein nhi hain
jbh mera voh buraa pal saamne aata
tooh tut jaati hun dil karta khudkhusii kar lun
par saambhal jaati hhun ki nhi
meri ladaai hain ladna hai
kuch pal khaarBh hain par tu paakh hain dil sae
mujae jaana ho toh meri masumiyat
or mera voh ladkii dekhna
jo kbhi kisi ki haawas ka shikkar hotaein baachi
kbhi kiska shikhar ho gyii
bhut tutii hun marne ki koshish ki
par mar nhi paayi
saaayad glt nhi thii
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