"I write to express things in my mind that I can't define... As I write, My pen screams to you, Spilling out my soul, Every letter, every word, Delivers, Every tear, every pain. But this isn't working! Grab my hand, I'm drowning. I'm going through emotions. I'm dancing on the edge of sanity. I'm miserable inside. I'm losing my mind. Being alone with my thoughts scares me. My confidence disappears, THEY don't want me better. THEY don't want me to heal. THEY don't want me fixed. THEY don't want me to sleep. THEY made a home in my head. This is my hell!"