""Haa hasi ban gaye,haa nami ban gaye tum mere aasma meri zameen ban gaye......." As the lyrics went on that smile on her face spread..the song was on repeat since an hour..struggling with fever when she needed rest the most,she got peace with the sound of those lyrics which spoke her heart out..this song reminded her how things were exactly a year ago,how he became the reason for every smile of hers,how a person who was no one turned out to be the most special one...and this song made her realize how she still craves for things that can't be hers maybe there is just no hope left and she is still hoping..bloody little heart!!! She still wants to text him and vent things out but the thought of disturbing him with her problems isn't a solution to it..maybe,he was never there and she just created her own world of illusions..or maybe he is still there and she is still creating that sense of insecurities.. Maybe he would never understand how she feels,or maybe he exactly understands how she feels and thats the reason of this forceful distance.. Maybe she will never have that strength to let him go,or maybe she is just too strong to stop her feelings Maybe she took his advice too seriously of keeping herself busy that she got physically exhausted and neglected people close to her.. Maybe this,maybe that... 'Maybe' just goes on with every surity in life and no matter how much mentally strong a person is these insecurities are just a part!!!!! ©Piyush Gavali"