"Haa hasi ban gaye,haa nami ban gaye tum
mere aasma meri zameen ban gaye......."
As the lyrics went on that smile on her face
spread..the song was on repeat since an
hour..struggling with fever when she needed
rest the most,she got peace with the sound of
those lyrics which spoke her heart out..this song
reminded her how things were exactly a year
ago,how he became the reason for every smile
of hers,how a person who was no one turned
out to be the most special one...and this song
made her realize how she still craves for things
that can't be hers maybe there is just no hope
left and she is still hoping..bloody little heart!!!
She still wants to text him and vent things out
but the thought of disturbing him with her
problems isn't a solution to it..maybe,he was
never there and she just created her own world
of illusions..or maybe he is still there and she is
still creating that sense of insecurities..
Maybe he would never understand how she
feels,or maybe he exactly understands how she
feels and thats the reason of this forceful
distance..
Maybe she will never have that strength to let
him go,or maybe she is just too strong to stop
her feelings
Maybe she took his advice too seriously of
keeping herself busy that she got physically
exhausted and neglected people close to her..
Maybe this,maybe that...
'Maybe' just goes on with every surity in life and
no matter how much mentally strong a person is
these insecurities are just a part!!!!!
©Piyush Gavali
Continue with Social Accounts
Facebook Googleor already have account Login Here